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FavoritePosted by Eric Stillman on August 7th, 2007 under Church, NewLifePrint This Post  Print This Post

This one is for the little guy.  This is for the disqualified ones, the barely hanging on, the ones who don’t belong, the struggling but still faithful.

This is for my church.

Every day, I read the blogs of about ten other pastors and church leaders in my desire to learn from others and improve my ability to do this thing we call ministry.  These ten pastors are mostly higher profile guys, leading influential churches to dizzying heights of effectiveness in the kingdom of God.  It’s hard not to be blown away by all that God is doing in their churches.  Here’s a sampling of just four of yesterday’s posts:

“Biggest attendance yet at Elevation today…over 2400 people worshipping at one of our two campuses… 28 people gave their lives to Jesus… Also, 268 people showed up for our Newcomers Lunch…We had more people at our Newcomers Lunch today than we had in our Easter services last year.  Praise God for continuing to do more in our midst than we could ever take credit for.” (Steven Furtick, Pastor of Elevation Church, Charlotte, NC)

“I told you last night about more than 200 that had publicly made a first-time decision to follow Christ.  Today there were 400 more who joined them.  That’s right… more than 600 adults decided to follow Christ this weekend in Granger, Indiana!  What an amazing weekend!” (Tim Stevens, Executive Pastor, Granger Community Church, Granger, IN)

“Today is going to be a huge day for us here at The Orchard as we baptize over 100 people at our annual BBQ & Baptism!” (Scott Hodge, Lead Pastor, Orchard Valley Community Church, Aurora, IL)

“What were the results of today?  We saw over 110 people receive Christ!!!  THIS NEVER GETS OLD!!!  YEAH GOD!!!”   (Perry Noble, Senior Pastor, New Spring Church, Anderson, SC)

Now I’ve never written a reflection on the blog about our Sunday services like these pastors have, but if I had this past Monday, I might have written something like this:

“We had people who actually came back to church today!!!  It’s amazing – they came once before, and I’m not sure if they got lost on the way to check out another church, but somehow they wound up back at our front door!  Yeah God!!!” (Eric Stillman, Pastor, NewLife Christian Fellowship)

It can be hard for me sometimes not to be wowed by the numbers from other churches… and even more by the fact that each number represents a person who is making a significant spiritual decision because of God’s ministry through one church.  Their impact is part of what motivates me, knowing the potential to transform a community and world that exists in a church that is sold out to doing whatever God calls them to do.

But truth be told, there are far more churches out there like ours then there are like the aforementioned megachurches.  Churches who may not remember the last time someone made a decision to follow Jesus, and are presently using their baptismal for storage.  Churches that feel invisible in their community, and aren’t sure they are making any impact for the kingdom.  Churches that have come close to shutting their doors and giving up, and have no guarantee that things will change by this time next year. 

This is for those churches.

And the truth is that there are many other pastors out there like me.  Pastors who can’t quite figure out how to balance family and work.  Pastors who can see a fuzzy vision of the future in their head but can’t quite see past next Sunday’s sermon in order to pull that vision off.  Pastors who have been told that they would never make it in ministry, and have plenty of days where they wonder if that might be true.

This is for those pastors.

One of my favorite Christian speakers and missionaries is a man named David Pierce, who travels around the world with his band, No Longer Music, bringing the message of Jesus to Satanist clubs, anarchy festivals, and anywhere you wouldn’t normally expect to find Christians.  Pierce wrote an incredible book called Dancing with Skinheads and other Bible Study Topics, and one thing he wrote in there that I’ve never forgotten is this:  “Do something small for God.”  He said that so many people want to do something big for God, to do something that really changes the world.  But often it’s the small, overlooked, seemingly insignificant things that are the biggest steps of obedience to God. 

Sometimes as a small church, we can feel like we’re not making a difference because we aren’t doing anything particularly world-changing.  But I’ve found that one of the best things about being a small church is that it’s easier to see the many ways in which people are doing awesome “small” things for God.

Like Jason, who began coming to church even though he was cynical about Christianity because it was important to his wife and it would help him know her better.

Like Gary, who greets every newcomer to our church like they are his long lost best friend.

Like Gloria, who rejoices at the opportunity to spend one-on-one time with a four year-old when that girl is the only one who shows up to Sunday School that Sunday

Like Matt, volunteering hours behind the scenes to maintain and improve an awesome website that has brought more people into our church than the rest of our church members combined.
 
Like Eve, Irene, and all the other prayer warriors who refuse to believe that God is finished with us.

This is for them.

The most fascinating name I’ve ever come across for a church is Scum of the Earth Church of Denver, Colorado, a stark contrast to your typical uplifting church name (like Blessed Victory & Hope Cathedral… or even NewLife for that matter).  Their name comes from Paul’s words about his band of Christians in 1 Corinthians 4:11-13“To this very hour we go hungry and thirsty, we are in rags, we are brutally treated, we are homeless.  We work hard with our own hands. When we are cursed, we bless; when we are persecuted, we endure it; when we are slandered, we answer kindly. Up to this moment we have become the scum of the earth, the refuse of the world.”  SOTE Church purposely chose their name in order to emphasize the fact they are no better than anyone else, and to proclaim that they would be a church for the outcasts, the rejects, the ones who might not fit in a traditional church.

There’s a lot of wisdom in that name, isn’t there?

So this one is for the downtrodden, the burnt out, the ones who are close to throwing in the towel.  This is for the forgotten, the dismissed, and the perennially struggling.  This is for the oddballs, the skeptics and cynics, and all who take one step forward and five steps back, but still recover to take another step forward.  This is for the churches that refuse to give up on God and the pastors who won’t stop believing in the potential of their church.  Because if I’ve learned one thing in life, it’s this:  a pastor who has been beaten down and a church that has been left for dead may not add up to much in the eyes of the world, but in the eyes of God I believe it’s a recipe for one thing:

Revival.


Read the Comments

[ # 1533 ] Comment from Ben Dubow [August 7, 2007, 5:24 pm]

Well said Eric!

BD

[ # 1541 ] Comment from scott hodge [August 7, 2007, 10:58 pm]

eric – beautiful post man… appreciate your honesty.

believe me, seeing 100 people get baptized this past weekend was one of the most humbling experiences i have ever had. especially considering that less than 4 years ago, we had NOTHING and came freakin’ close (a number of times) to shutting our doors. we certainly don’t have much of anything figured out now, but there is a story here of how God can bring to life a church like ours – one that was declining, dying and not really making much of an impact in our community and over time has begun to breathe life back into it. i’m so thankful…

keep up the great work eric. i appreciate your heart man.

[ # 1606 ] Comment from Eric Stillman [August 7, 2007, 11:27 pm]

Thanks for the good words Scott… I would encourage anyone reading this to check out some of the story of The Orchard, the church Scott pastors, at http://ctlibrary.com/46118 (if that doesn’t work, you can access it through Scott’s website at http://scotthodge.typepad.com/scott/ourstory.html. It’s encouraging stuff for those small churches like ours.

[ # 1607 ] Comment from Eric Stillman [August 8, 2007, 6:32 am]

Michael – I love it. You’re right – there’s no better example than that one.

[ # 1569 ] Comment from Michael Bush [August 8, 2007, 5:29 pm]

Eric – wonderful words! Thanks for letting the Spirit speak through you. As I read I couldn’t help but think how the first disciples could likely relate to what you wrote – especially from that crucifixion Friday afternoon until Sunday. They did not feel successful. They had failed by many measures. They probably had conversations about throwing in the towel, wondering what was the point of going on. They were the “not good enoughs” all their lives, and now the usual powerful “beautiful” people with their slick outfits, their money, their technology, thier clout (Rome, religious leaders) had seemingly “won” again. I imagine their lives did not feel balanced and they had no clear vision of what was next. But they stuck together. They probably prayed, sang, cried, broke bread. And it seems to have been a recipe for discovering something good.

Resurrection.

God is good!

[ # 1581 ] Comment from lor [August 8, 2007, 11:46 pm]

Hi Eric. another right on post. thanks

I too love reading about the baptisms and am grateful for all that God is doing for these incredible churches and their people.

Yet, even as the angels celebrate, is it not true that baptism is the first of many steps in our spiritual walks? I often wonder how their growth numbers look also…I hope there is even more emphasis placed on what happens next. Building our relationship with God, joining small groups, learning to spend time in the Word, using their gifts to serve God, their communities and one another, becoming full fledged ‘members’ of the spiritual families that make up The Body?

I think it’s important to celebrate these baptisms. I think it’s even more important to ensure that they’re then equipped to take their next step in full devotion to Jesus Christ.

[ # 1608 ] Comment from Eric Stillman [August 9, 2007, 9:34 am]

lor – you’re right that baptism is the first step, just like coming to Jesus is entering the race, not finishing it. hopefully we can be churches that celebrate every step along the way, from baptism to joining small groups to small decisions of obedience to God. thanks for the comments

[ # 1604 ] Comment from robin [August 9, 2007, 11:02 am]

“Their impact is part of what motivates me, knowing the potential to transform a community and world that exists in a church that is sold out to doing whatever God calls them to do.”

Eric, As one of those “returnees” who found herself back at your door, I would like to say that maybe you haven’t impacted the entire world(yet) but you sure have changed mine! For the first time in my life I feel like I really belong at a church and that I am accepted for who I am. You may not think that’s a big thing but I had pretty much given up hope of ever finding a church where people really love and care for one another in the way that Jesus said to. The sermons have me excited again about living for God and I look forward to hearing them each week and then going home and checking out the references etc. Imagine that! Stuff you learn in church that you can actually use! I believe New Life is going to be even more blessed by God in the future and judging by the attendance at the Welcome Lunch, I think it’s already happening. Thank and you and everyone there for making it a place where Gods love and peace is evident the minute you walk in.

[ # 1605 ] Comment from Eric Stillman [August 9, 2007, 11:24 am]

Robin – thank you so much for the testimony & kind words… and for coming back!

[ # 5621 ] Comment from Liz Tuers [February 20, 2008, 10:29 am]

David Pierce’s life and testimony are amazing…He spoke at Wintonbury YG once and it was incredible….This post was very encouraging :-D thanks for writing it!

[ # 24588 ] Comment from Sarah Tuers [April 19, 2010, 9:11 am]

As a fellow “returnee” I can certainly relate to what Robin wrote! NewLife is the first church I have felt sustained spiritual growth in 21 years of church going. The type of growth I use to cringe at when mention by super religious folks because it sounded so cheesy…I hope I’m not becoming one of them, *gasp*, lol. Seriously though, baptism is something I have been thinking about doing this summer maybe. I was baptized as an infant, made a profession of faith when I was ten, and attended regular youth groups all without the understanding of the amazing impact on my heart and life once I surrendered both to God. Now that I have that knowledge and I have been growing in my walk I’d like to make a statement that is finally meaningful to me. Maybe baptism is that statement.

[ # 31741 ] Comment from Heather Stanat [February 19, 2011, 7:36 am]

I am grateful you never threw in the towel. I love NewLife and I love your style of teaching. This blog made me giggle and then cry. Never Never Never Give up Hope. God is an amazing God. Our church is and will continue to be a blessing to many. The hard work of everyone at NewLife is deeply appreciated.

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